Three days late now.
In theory, you're supposed to use your first morning urine to test for pregnancy because it had the highest concentration of the pregnancy hormones. So I took another home pregnancy test this morning. The last digital one in the pack. I bit open the package for the test strip and thought "please let this read positive", but then I caught myself and put an asterisk on that: "Please let this read positive. * if it is MEANT to be positive. Let this read positive if it will be a positive result. If I will carry this baby to term, let it tell me I'm pregnant. Don't let it tell me I am going to have a baby in the Spring if I am going to lose that joy in a few weeks. If it will be right, let it be right...".
It was negative.
Two hours later, I got my period.
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